Dear
Dear witty brothers and sisters,
Ik all of you understand what it feels like to torn apart and destroyed over and over again, believe me I do. But do any of you think its right for people who dont even know anything about to start looking down upon you because your different or you dont fit their paridigm of perfect or even normal. I'm 15 and my name is Melysa, and I have been through alot in my life I've seen people completly destroyed as well as felt the pain myself, I cant exactly describe this pain or hatred I feel its just their like its engraved in my brain or ssomething, I am deffinitly not a size zero, im not pretty, im not talent, nor am I smart. The only reason I am still in this world is because of my sister, Jazmine you are my saving grace you are everything to me plus more. My sister is mentally retarded she cant talk, walk, feed herself, or take care of herself what so ever for that matter. Although she cant live normally like you or me she still has taught me much about life manly strength I love her and she is my all she has led me to become the person I am. I know wirting all of this is going to make me sound like a needy b*tch but thats not who I am, I want all of you to know me, the real me, not the mask of a person I pretend to be every time I leave my house....