Well lets start, Right now im crying... I feel so angry, seriously, Lets start at the begining of this year, im in year 9, Im almost 14 years old...Last year okay year,slight cruelty but whatever, Anywho, this year, horrible, teachers good, Good classes and everything but, on the bus, in school, ect! Not so good...At the bus stop theres this boy, called Lucas, you will hear about him alot! Well to start of everyday he says, no one likes me, he tells me He wishes i was dead, he throws food at me, tries to force to eat HIS food that been on the floor and he treats me like sh/t! Any theres this other boy, Harry, in my year, rumors went round that he had a crush on me, i questioned him about it he said "Umm..no offence but why would anyone EVER be with you?" then a boy, Darrel, started s//xually talking to me and harrassing me calling me a sl/t and r/tard! Again now My bestfriend, B/ttcheek (its his nickname, he calls me oranges) has left school and I miss him like h/ll! And yesterday on the bus home from school, LUCAS, was behind me and i had to sit with year 10s because there wasnt any room left on the top deck! My friend was in front of me and her friend was next to her, they were year 10s, One girl, a girl i didnt know started saying Lucas fancyed me and stuff and you know that kind of bullcr/p! Of cause he denied it, and said "I dont fancy Alexis shes a ugly n/tc/se!" At which point, i felt...Angry and upset! I looked down Im fat! Anywho alot of people got off and he said "Oh Alexis can you move now!" Paternising me...I sat alone for the rest of the Journey, sad and thinking that h/ll would be better then Earth then my friend comes and sits next to me, she asks if im okay, she cuddles me and well...I just feel brighter after, my bestfriend OF all Alicja cuddled me and made me feel happy again! That proves how magical she is! I still feel like sh//t though!