bubbleheart* posted a quote
August 25, 2012 11:53am UTC
How many fuucking times. Are you going to say that you're "In love" with me. Then take it back and say you never meant it in the first place? Is my head that fun to mess with? Am i that fun to hurt?
bubbleheart* posted a quote
August 25, 2012 12:33pm UTC
They didn't love their lives so much, as to shrink from death. Inspired in their footsteps, we will march ahead. Don't be shocked, that people die. be suprised, you're still alive. R.I.P. Cassie.
bubbleheart* posted a quote
August 25, 2012 12:55pm UTC
I wonder if your life is like mine. If you're so used to seeing your own blood. To being starving. To throwing up. To smoke. To the tears. To the horrible pain in your chest. Every.Single.Day. Do you get it?
bubbleheart* posted a quote
August 25, 2012 1:13pm UTC
I totally forgot. I have to see my whole family tomorrow at a pool party. Everyone thinks that I stopped cutting. I didn't. I have cuts all. over. my. body. I'm so overweight i gained nearly half a pound this month. I hate it. What am I going to to omfg? They're gonna see everything. "Why arren't you swimming..?" Oh and it gets better. Its at my aunts house. The aunt who told my family about my eating disorder. Who i can't even talk to anymore. This should be super fuucking fun. Somebody help. ugh. Sorry this isnt pretty :c
bubbleheart* posted a quote
August 25, 2012 1:18pm UTC
Ugh. I just want to be able to cut and purge without anyone doing anything about it. I want to control my own life. I dont want to be on meds to pevent me from killing myself. I want to be me again. ♥
bubbleheart* posted a quote
August 25, 2012 3:48pm UTC
I love singing more than anything. I was going to audition for the X factor this year. I missed the audition. I was in a psych ward for attempting suicide.. cool.