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ASlaveToMyReflection

1. ASlaveToMyReflection
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   November 26, 2011 7:16pm UTC
   I am looking in the mirror,
   who is that looking back?
   That's not me at all,
   I say that for a fact.
   Something deep inside has changed,
   it has eaten me away.
   I am dead to all my feelings,
   it doesn't feel ohkay.
   I have become completely soulless,
   something sucked it out.
   I am just an empty person,
   full of worthlessness and self-doubt.
   I want my old life back;
   those simple care-free days.
   Even then it was Hellish;
   but now I'm in an ignorant haze.
   My mind is getting darker,
   I can barely see the light.
   This Monster deep inside,
   is more than just a fright.
   
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2. ASlaveToMyReflection
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   November 26, 2011 7:04pm UTC
   My skin is not connected to my bones. My mind is somewhere other than the present. I am broken, split into fragmented shards of the girl I used to be. The damage feels irreversable, the pain intolerable. I am being pulled in two seperate directions, futhering the division of self. I am not whole. I am damaged and torn and have been ripped apart at the seams to be entirely alive seems like nothing more than a distant dream.
   
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3. ASlaveToMyReflection
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   November 26, 2011 6:56pm UTC
   It's so easy for me to snap these days. I cannot be touched, I cannot be talked to. Everything offends me, triggers me, pushes me farther into isolation.
   
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4. ASlaveToMyReflection
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   November 26, 2011 6:49pm UTC
   Let's be honest; I want to be myself...
   The problem is; I don't know who that is anymore...
   
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5. ASlaveToMyReflection
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   November 26, 2011 6:45pm UTC
   I am afraid. I am not solid, but hollow. I feel behind my eyes, a numb paralyzed cavern, a pit of Hell, a micking nothingness...
   I want to kill myself, to escape from responsibility, to crawl back abjectly into the womb. I do not know who I am or where I am going- and I am the one who has to decide the answers to these hideous questions... There is nothing.
   
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6. ASlaveToMyReflection
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   November 26, 2011 6:38pm UTC
   I am not perfect, but I keep trying.
   
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7. ASlaveToMyReflection
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   November 26, 2011 6:36pm UTC
   I wish I could offer a coherent 'Once upon a time'. I wish I could say exactly when it all began, where and how and why. I can trace no traumatic experience that suddenly turned my World upside down. My story is not that of a miserable childhood shattered with horrifying tales to recount. Everything was in perfect, blissful, innocent and harmless control. Then control took control, and I was left with no control.
   
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8. ASlaveToMyReflection
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   November 26, 2011 5:58pm UTC
   It's almost like I have two minds;
   One of them, the nice one, is my own mind. The second mind, the mean and vulgar one, is that of my reflection...
   They counteract one another in my head, like a fight; my reflection's mind usually wins, causing me to do bad things, especially to myself...
   These fights have resulted in myself hating my own reflection, being ashamed of it. And that has only gotten myself deeper in this hole that doesn't seem to have an end.
   
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