i hate the fact that i am always the
person who likes others more, like if
someone just leaves me, it really
f*cking destroys me and i don't
really know what to do. i feel
confused about everything for
weeks, years even andd i don't really
know what i have done to make
everyone leave me, i don't
understand how other people can
just be totally okay. it's like no matter
what, i am always the one that hurts
the most and that really f*cking sucks.