Dear Daddy,
Well to start off I guess I should say Happy Fathers DayToday I had softball districts... and all of the girls were talking about how amazing their dads were, how glad they are. And there all of them were there in the stands, all of them except one.... mine. Everyone, well almost everyone knows that you're gone. And the ones who don't always end up feeling bad and say,"Oh my gosh I had no idea, I'm so sorry." And you know what I respond with? Oh I be you know... Alright I'll just tell you?! I say, "It's okay I don't really know him, he was never really there." And the sad thing is, is that's the truth.! Dad, you know how much that hurts??? The only memories I have of you is visiting you in prison. And the last phone call I ever had from you?! And the birthday cards that stopped coming. When I was little I thought nothing of it, but now it hurts like crazy. My friends know everything well almost everything! I wish I knew everything myself. But you know I want to know you. ! I want know your strengths your weaknesses.! I wanna know you favorite song!? I want to see you in your favorite outfit with your favorite shoes! I wanna see that look in your eyes when I tell you I just got a hundred on my Algebra Test.! I wish I could seen the look in your eye when i graduated Middle School on Honor Roll. But then there are some looks that I didn't wanna see! I wouldn't wanna see the look in your eyes when the counselor found my goodbye letter. or the look in your eye on my first day of counseling. But I wish you were here so that when I find the guy of my dreams you can give him the "She's my little girl lecture"
But dad I guess I wish a lot of things that will NEVER EVER come true!.
But I
Do LOVE
YOU Daddy
Don't
YOU
FORGET
IT
<3 Your Baby Girl