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I understand feeling as small as insignificantas humanly possible, and how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside of you, and it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join.. You still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong, or how you could have misunderstood, and how in the h*ll for the brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new, and you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again, and little pieces of your soul will come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.
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