I tried, and tried, and tried.. But i got nowhere. I just think i'm finally done, I'm done with it all, I cannot take any of this anymore. You have no idea what i've went through and you never will, You will never see the tears i've shed, you will never know how much i cared for you.. How much i loved you, how much i've thought of you, or what i think when i see your face. I just wasn't enough for you. And you missed your chance, I'm done and we will never work out. I can never love you the way i did, i hate what you did to me, and what you said to me, you hurt me worse than anyone ever did. And ever will. I swear i will never let anyone control me like i let you. I gave you everything and you crushed it. You crushed me.. You said "You will thank me one day" and yes you are right, and that time is now, Thank you for making me like i am, yes thank's i am so happy you made me the way i am today, you ruined me and made me a very angry person, i hate people because i am afride to let anyone in, I swear i will never let anyone get to me like that again. I don't hate you. I hate what you've done. You made all my worse fears come true. And i am not sorry if anything in this message hurt you. Hurting you is the last thing i ever want to do but if any of these words hurt, Than i'm sorry, but the truth hurts.