Dudu* posted a quote
September 21, 2015 5:49am UTC
I love your smile, and I thank you for passing it onto me, even though it doesn't look as good when I wear it. I love your humour and charisma. I love how you care and how you teach me to be kind. I love you because you only want good for me and because you love me unconditionally. I know I drive you up the wall sometimes..and even just writing that I know it's still such an understatement. The truth is I'm a wreck. I'm a ball of stress and anxiousness, and I rarely make sense. But you love me, and thinking about it now, that too doesn't make sense.
There's no one in this world that can take your place, oh I'm sorry for ever taking you for granted. Now I will use every chance I get, to make you smile whenever I'm around you and I will try to love you, like you loved me. Only God knows how much you mean to me.
I was a foolish little child, the crazy things I used to do, all the pain I put you through, Mama now I'm here for you. All the times I made you cry, the days I told you lies, now it's time I realised all of the things you sacrificed. Oh, if I could turn back time you know that I would make it undone, I swear that I would. And I would make it up to you. Mum I'm grown up now, it's a brand new day, I'd like to put a smile on your face everyday.
I'm a conflicted mess and if you want to help, keep your distance. I may be conflicted but I'll bounce back. Let me be sad for a couple hours. I need it. I need to feel low if I'm ever going to get any better. Let me stay in bed for the rest of the night. I don't want to eat dinner because I know it won't go down well. I just need a few hours to myself. To work things out, or ignore them completely. I like that you care, but I need my space right now. Stop breathing down my neck, and let me be sad. At least just for now.
Dudu*