it's just an escape i've been wanting. i don't want to respond to anyone or meet up for food or celebrate you. just want to be with him. engulfed by him, laughing with him. enjoying him. maybe it's stupid, or a form of self sabotage. i don't really care. i'm sick of all these distractions and wasting time building nothing. just want to be with the one who accepts all of me.
Embracing the beauty within, I've come to to the understand that self-love is the most powerful kind of love. I cheerish every part of who I am, celebrating my strengths and embracing my flaws. With each step I take, I walk the path of self-discovery, self-acceptance, and genuine happiness.
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December 4, 2023 7:27am UTC
02:28am Alex would say something to calm me down no one will know me like he did. Eli would distract me with a show or song no one will make me smile like he did. David would tell me shut up. no one says it like him.
At the end of the day i'm the one you text when you're in hospital. I'm the one you stay back hours for. I'm the one you text during the day, at night, midnight and when the sun rises. I make you laugh and match your meme energy. I'm the first one who showed interest in your journey to GOD. THE GOOD, THE BAD, THE EMBARASSING. i'M THE ONE WHO TRIED TO SUPPORT YOU WITHOUT JUDGEMENT. AT THE END OF THE DAY IT'S BEEN ME. SO HERE I AM.
i want you to lock eyes with me + tell it to me straight. it's okay if you smile, but i just need to hear it from you. otherwise this all doesn't matter. it would have all just been another one of those things.