Do you know how hard it is to wake up without someone you thought you loved
lying next to you? I miss it... I miss his sleepy look when he wakes up in the
morning, I miss going to the lake every weekend just to be stupid with him, I
miss the scruff of his beard on my cheek when he'd kiss me, I miss the smell
of him, the smell of lingering cigarette smoke on his seats ( I never approved of smoking), I miss the movie marathons, and the mixtapes we'd make for one another (you kept them in the center console), I miss the feel of your hair on the nape of your neck when you held me, and God, I miss those blue, golden eyes.
It fα΅cking hurts knowing that I can't have that anymore.