I am a bitter person. But just realize that I'm bitter and resent everyone because I know that often, people take advantage of me. I am quick to argue or be very defensive because if I let my walls down for a moment, in that same moment you could hurt me. You're happy because you're naive. Ignorance truly is bliss. I used to love everything about myself and others. It's hard to get out of the mindset I'm in right now, because I'm more mature than I was yesterday. I see more and more reasons as to why I should close up and not let people see my true self. I'm a lot nicer when I'm alone.. That's ok, I know there are people that don't like me, some for a reason I don't know of, others for reasons I'm very aware of. I understand that I won't be able to get along with everyone I meet in my life. I know that not everyone comes into my life to hurt me, but guess what? A great deal of people have hurt me. My closest friends. I forced myself to look at reality and I feel like I just see the world for what it actually is: Cold and disappointing.