I can sadly say
I'm not ok anymore
and I know that I promised you
that I would never do this to you
but I'm not strong enough to hold it in anymore
and I just can't do it
It's tearing me apart inside
Because I promised you I would never turn into a monster and look what I've become
I'm broken and hopeless
and I feel dead inside
My heart hurts
for everything and everyone
and I'm about ready to collapse
because I'm so lost, and tired, and lonely
And I just don't understand
I'm so sorry...
(just a vent sorry... dont read)
Kaleidoscope Eyed*