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I can sadly say 
I'm not ok anymore
and I know that I promised you 
that I would never do this to you
but I'm not strong enough to hold it in anymore
and I just can't do it 
It's tearing me apart inside
Because I promised you I would never turn into a monster and look what I've become
I'm broken and hopeless
and I feel dead inside
My heart hurts 
for everything and everyone
and I'm about ready to collapse
because I'm so lost, and tired, and lonely
And I just don't understand
I'm so sorry...

(just a vent sorry... dont read)

 
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I can sadly say I'm not ok anymore and I know that I promised

5 faves · 14 comments · Mar 13, 2014 11:51pm

Kaleidoscope Eyed*

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vent · confused · lost · dontread · imsoalone · justneedanoutlet · cantstopcuttingmyself · away messages

*compassionate soul* · 1 decade ago
Graawwrr, I can't even see it :s
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Kaleidoscope Eyed* · 1 decade ago
lol good
its better if u dont

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*compassionate soul* · 1 decade ago
B-but I wanna be able to seeeeeee it :'(. What's it about? O,o
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Kaleidoscope Eyed* · 1 decade ago
im just really sad and depressed right now and im just hitting a rough patch on life its just a rough year i dont know but i dont want to make u upset so ya thats all im gonna say literally in the tag it says dont read DO U EVER LISTEN?!?!?!?! ;)
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*compassionate soul* · 1 decade ago
Awwee, Aubrie :( *hugs you tight* and Idgaf if it says don't read it the tags!!! If my sis is venting and feeling like shizz and stuff then I'm gonna read about it of she posts it if I dam.n well want to!!!! HAHAHA xP
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Kaleidoscope Eyed* · 1 decade ago
:) ik ik but ive just been like this for a long time and i dont want u to keep putting up with me u have ur own stuff to deal with and even u need a break to Super Woman
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*compassionate soul* · 1 decade ago
Pffft, putting up with you??? You're funny Aubz. I love talkin to you and helpin you cuz it helps distract me from my own stuff when I have stuff to deal with or that I'm worrying about or whatever. This Super Woman loves to help her close friends whenever they really need it and such though. And she doesn't ever feel like she needs a break.
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Kaleidoscope Eyed* · 1 decade ago
thats how i feel and look how i am now *looks at self with sadness and disgust at how miserable she is*
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*compassionate soul* · 1 decade ago
But I'm strong enough to hold my own. I still confide in Caleb a lot, and in Jon too so that helps. *hugs you and says you're still sooo aweshuuummm to meeeee*
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Kaleidoscope Eyed* · 1 decade ago
i thought i was strong enough and then i shattered picking up everyones pieces and i dont want u to be like me i want u to be happy and stay happy and thats good how are they stilll doing *hugs u back and squishes u and says thank you your aweshum toooooooo*

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*compassionate soul* · 1 decade ago
I don't help everyone though, Aubziez. Just you, Caleb, errrmm JC, my friend Elizabeth, and yeah. I don't like talk to and try to help those I don't know at all well and don't love and care about. Plus, you deserve to be happy too, sissy lu. I'm not always happy, like tonight I was really worried about my grandma cuz she's afraid to go to the doctor cuz she has a weak heart and she's afraid she has pneumonia and she doesn't wanna be put in the hospital again. So I was really worried but then I talked to Caleb about it which helped a lot and stuffers. And both of em are doin well C: Caleb is kinda struggling with being tired a lot and stuff and he thinks it might be because of his anti-depressant *says yaaaay and smiles and hugs you tighter*
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Kaleidoscope Eyed* · 1 decade ago
i help anyone i can just to make a difference in the world and ya i love u too and awww well i hope she'll be ok ill be praying for her and thinking about u guys a lot but i think ull be ok <3

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*compassionate soul* · 1 decade ago
Well I do help people on here sometimes and such but yeah. Yaaaay C:. Thanks sis, that means a lot <3 and I really hope so.
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Kaleidoscope Eyed* · 1 decade ago
<3 hehehehe
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