I haven't been on in three days. Wanna know where I went? I ran away. I couldn't take it anymore. I left home friday night. I didn't know where I was going, I just drove. I ended up somewhere in New Jersey. I needed to get away for a little bit. I left my parents a note and all, but I just wanted to leave. When I came back today, nothing changed, except me. I felt different. As if I changed over the course of three days. I know I didn't, but I can feel it inside me. Like all the pain is gone somehow. It might be a miracle actually, but I feel better.