There’s a lot of unspoken pressure to keep liking the things you used to like and to keep dressing the way you’ve always dressed.
To never question what you believe in and basically “be yourself” has slowly morphed into “be what everyone knows you as."
Trust me when I say if you just give it up and simply make decisions and take actions based purely on what would make you happy.
You’ll gain a very comforting sense of self peace.