Dear Dana,
That happy feeling didn't last for long, my day at school was
pretty good until I got a text. Asking if another
rumor was true. I thought all of that was over,
but it's not.. it never will be. The past will follow us
wherever we go and define us. I guess it is a good thing because
it'll only make me stronger, and it has.. things that people
say that would of knocked me down.. don't anymore. But I'm
still so filled with rage. 'him' s ex got everything.. I
got nothing. She got the popularity, the looks, the friends, and
now she even has 'him' AGAIN. She even managed to reach her
goal.. taking 'him' away from me, and ruining me. Rumors
are still going around about me.. even though I changed schools and
I thought it was done six months ago. & the worst part is
knowing that it was all for nothing because she got him in the end
anyway. Everything I went through, the rumors, the looks, the
names, the people judging, the harassement.. all for nothing. I
didn't even do anything.. 'him' went for me, I liked
him so I gave him a chance. Next thing you know his crazy ex is
spreading rumors faster than a fat man chasing a burger. All for
NOTHING. She didn't and still doesn't
want to date him, she likes someone else but he still loves her..
after all that. I was just used and torn and ruined and it will
never be done. She won. I just want to know one thing.. WHY. Why
did I have to go through all this bullying and harassement, she
doesn't even want him and she still did it! & I didn't
even get him in the end. I think that's the only thing that can
make all this end inside me. The anwser to that question that's
taunting me. WHY WHY WHY. It's going to follow me until I know.
I need to find out.. to bring peace to my soul at last. So I can
move on, and live a better live. P.s sorry for all this rageing
i'm just really mad haha!
- xoxo your sister
Dear Dana, That happy feeling didn't last for long, my day
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Sep 10, 2013 4:42pm
