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xoyoloxo
posted a quote
February 28, 2012 5:56pm UTC

SOMEONE HELP
My step mom saw the cuts on my wrist and she didn’t wanna point them out
so she asked me how I’m doing in school.
She asked how my boyfriend and i are.
she asked what happened in the past week,
Her voice wake shaky.
What do i tell her happened?!

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xoyoloxo
posted a quote
February 26, 2012 4:26pm UTC

Baby please don't forget me.
I know i'm trying to move on even though i'm with you.
But everyone shows me i'm better off without you.
Thing is,
I actually can't imagine myself happy without you,
Going through this problem without you,
Moving on in life without you.
I'm sorry baby.
But i think i need to end it here.

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xoyoloxo
posted a quote
February 26, 2012 1:24am UTC

You put your hand on my hip
And honestly i felt disgusted.
I felt like you were just holding fat.
So i moved your hand away
And you got offended and asked why
I know i should've told you
But instead i just said because it's uncomfortable.
I used to love when you grabbed me by my hip/waist
Now i just feel insecure.
I'm sorry baby and i love you.

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xoyoloxo
posted a quote
February 25, 2012 6:41pm UTC

I shouldn't feel like this should i?
I shouldn't have to count every calorie.
I shouldn't have to worry about what i'll look like tomorrow if i eat today
I shouldn't feel guilty when i eat.
I shouldn't think twice about what i'm eating.
I shouldn't have to starve myself.
I'm starting to realize that i never used to think this way,
I used to eat without crying or questioning
But now it's taking over and i can't do this anymore

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xoyoloxo
posted a quote
February 25, 2012 6:30pm UTC

Please don't tell me i'm beautiful
Don't tell me i'm perfect
Don't tell me i'm skinny.
Don't tell me that i don't need to change.
I'm not happy.
Everyday it gets harder and harder to eat.
I can't do this anymore.

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xoyoloxo
posted a quote
February 25, 2012 6:23pm UTC

People tell me i should feel beautiful
But theres a different body in the mirror i look in
Than what everyone else sees.
I can see the beauty in everyone else except myself.

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xoyoloxo
posted a quote
February 25, 2012 5:19pm UTC

I caved in.
2 hours ago i was sure i wasn't going to eat.
I just ate a sandwhich which was around 425 calories.
How am i gonna stop myself?

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xoyoloxo
posted a quote
February 25, 2012 2:57pm UTC

Yesterday i started eating around 12 and had
2 handlfulls of doritos
a bowl of pasta with butter and salt
a few waffle fries(resisting)
yogurt
animal crackers
Today its 3pm
And im starting and staying at 0 calories
To make up for how much i ate yesterday.

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xoyoloxo
posted a quote
February 22, 2012 3:19pm UTC

Wow you're just noticing im not happy?
You're just noticing that when we hangout, i always have something on my mind?
You're just apoligizing now for being selfish and always flipping out on me?
you're telling me that because you cant read my mind,
And tell that im unhappy, means that i'm not hurt.
How come you just can't tell that i've been fighting anorexia?
Oh right, because if i don't tell you anything,
You'll never bother to ask me any questions.
You're such amazing friends, you don't know me at all.

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xoyoloxo
posted a quote
February 22, 2012 3:10pm UTC

I failed.
I've eaten so much the past few days
Because i was pmsing.
Well, now im back to my regular diet and feeling guilty about everything.
And for lent, Im giving up all junk food
To help me lose these next 14 pounds.
Thank you god.

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xoyoloxo
posted a quote
February 14, 2012 8:04pm UTC

I hate you.
I hate that you make me different.
I hate that no matter how much i go against you,
You win.
You've made me suffer threw those days of staring at my floor,
Not talking to anyone,
&Too depressed to go to school because of you.
I've tried to fight back and show you who's boss.
But now i'm anorexic.
And you've still won.
Thank you Cystic Fibrosis
for slowly killing me.

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xoyoloxo
posted a quote
February 14, 2012 7:52pm UTC

I didn't eat anything today,
Except one piece of chocolate just to make you happy.
Am i happy?
No.
I'll punish myself tomorrow
For eating that piece of chocolate.

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xoyoloxo
posted a quote
February 12, 2012 4:00pm UTC

If it tastes good, it's trying to kill you.

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xoyoloxo
posted a quote
February 12, 2012 3:38pm UTC

lastnight, i ate more than i have in a week...
And it wasnt even much..
i guess i won't eat for a few days, to punish myself.
Thing is, looking at myself in the mirror
And seeing that im not getting skinnier
is already a punishment.

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xoyoloxo
posted a quote
February 11, 2012 2:16am UTC

Look at me.
Don't you see i'm suffering?
I'm losing weight constantly.
I count every calorie i intake.
I cry myself to sleep because im not even close to skinny enough.
I'm fighting my looks every single f_cking day.
I hate myself.
I hate that i'm not perfect.
I feel bad that i'm not a "hot" girlfriend.
Im sorry if i dissapoint you when i don't try my best on my outfits.
If you don't think i'm beautiful, i understand.
I think i'm ugly too.

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