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So this is my secret witty.
And i guess i wont say my name.
but im 15.
and well i hate everything about myself.

xoyoloxo
posted a quote
October 2, 2012 9:43pm UTC

I don't want to get better,
Because when i was 'better',
I was gaining weight.
And that brought me back even worse.

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xoyoloxo
posted a quote
June 21, 2012 10:18am UTC

It's been 49 hours since i last ate.

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xoyoloxo
posted a quote
June 17, 2012 12:06pm UTC

Everday i look at other girls and compare
All of my insecurites.

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xoyoloxo
posted a quote
May 29, 2012 11:21pm UTC

T h i s p i l l t h i n g ,
I've been like this for weeks.
No one's tried to help me or anything.
But a few of my friends know.
These pills make me feel soo much better.
Yet i wish it wasnt the only way to make me happy.
Right now, i'm on the highest i've been,
And i can't see well, My hearts racing,
My entire body is shaking,
I'm irritated and i can't sit still.
I want help but i just want to be happy.

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xoyoloxo
posted a quote
May 28, 2012 11:26pm UTC

Now and then i think of all the times you screwed me over,
But had me believeing it was always something that i'd done.

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xoyoloxo
posted a quote
May 25, 2012 2:46pm UTC

I'm alone.
Isn't this what i wanted?

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xoyoloxo
posted a quote
May 12, 2012 7:02pm UTC

The more pills,
The less pain i feel.
The less of an appetite i have.
The more energy i have.
The more it distracts me from being upset.
So here goes another 50.
Let's see how my night goes.

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xoyoloxo
posted a quote
May 2, 2012 9:46pm UTC

Eating 300 calories but 0 fat calories,
Burning 500-600 calories a day,
I could lose about 6 pounds before school ends.

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xoyoloxo
posted a quote
May 2, 2012 9:41pm UTC

Why is it that when i push people away,
They don't even fight to stay?

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xoyoloxo
posted a quote
April 16, 2012 8:16pm UTC

I actually just want to die.
i'm worthless.

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posted a quote
March 17, 2012 10:11am UTC

Everyone keeps grabbing or punching me in the arms.
Sometimes i even start tearing up it hurts so bad.
These cuts up and down my arms, burn.
So i tell myself i'm gonna stop
Because people will find out.
Then somehow at night i convince myself
There's no other way to release this pain.

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posted a quote
March 15, 2012 6:52pm UTC

I'm actually scared sh*tless at this point.
I can't control myself from cutting.
I c u t t w i c e a d a y .
I can't remember the last time i went a day without cutting.
If im not sleeping, im crying, faking a smile or cutting.
My cuts are so noticable lately.
So seeing these cuts make me feel even more sh*tty.
I c a n ' t c o n t r o l m y s e l f a n y m o r e .

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xoyoloxo
posted a quote
March 12, 2012 4:25pm UTC

My arm burns.
Shoulder to hand.
How did i get into this?
Why do i crave to do this all day long?
I don't want to be this way.
But if i'm gonna punish myself for eating
This is the only way.

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posted a quote
March 11, 2012 2:44pm UTC

Thing is, no one knows
I get put down every single day.
By my friends.
By my exboyfriends friends.
When someone doesn't answer my text
(because im scared i did something wrong)
By my parents.
By my sisters.
I just wanna live life being loves by everybody.

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xoyoloxo
posted a quote
March 11, 2012 2:09pm UTC

My arms are looking worse than usual.
I don't think i've ever seen them this bad.
I hate having to wear long sleeve shirts 24/7
I hate that cutting is a crave and need to me.
I really don't think i'm gonna get better at this point.

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xoyoloxo
posted a quote
March 9, 2012 12:16am UTC

I talked to my social worker today.
She told me that she suggested to my parents
That i should go to a hospital, like rehab.
To get better.
She only thinks im showing my depression by sleeping.
She has no idea i cut myself everynight
.

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posted a quote
March 6, 2012 7:53pm UTC

So i confessed to my parents about me being depressed.
And they reacted by
Screaming at me and telling me im not normal
And that i'm not allowed to be this way.
And they questioned me 'why' for everything.
Thanks dad for hitting me too.
You're awesome.
You guys think that yelling/hitting me makes me feel alot better.
F*cccccck you both.

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xoyoloxo
posted a quote
March 5, 2012 7:49pm UTC

I just wanna sleep.
I wanna escape everyone and sleep. I don't wanna eat.
I don't wanna go out with my friends. I don't wanna go to school.
I don't wanna do anything.
Just sleep.
Because everything i do, Reminds me of this disease.
And no one's getting that im too depressed to even function.

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posted a quote
March 4, 2012 9:24pm UTC

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xoyoloxo
posted a quote
March 2, 2012 10:54pm UTC

Today i had
400 calories.
Ugh i was so close to only keeping 200.

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