DayTwo:9 things about myself.
1. People think that my life is perfect..it depends on the day.
2. I can be really mean and controlling sometimes. I don't mean to be like that and I'm trying very hard to change.
3. A lot of people say that I'm a genius in school. Others add on and say that in order to make room for my book smarts, my amount of common sense was greatly reduced. I agree with those people.
4. I tell all of my friends that guys aren't worth getting upset over and that they shouldn't waste time wanting a boyfriend or a best friend that is a guy. I don't tell anyone, but there are days when I have to remind myself of this too.
5. Sometimes I feel like certain people that I'm friends with are just using me to get answers.
6. I love sports. Without the sports that I play, I would have almost no friends and I would have nothing to do all day.
7. I feel like I am good at a lot of things, but I'm not amazing or great at anything. I'm just decent at almost all of the things I do. This really bothers me sometimes.
8. I used to get mad when people called me a genius, but then I got used to it. Now, occasionally, I get a little upset when people start talking about how someone else is a genius. I hate feeling like this because I feel like I am being obnoxious and I just remind myself that I am being stupid.
9. In everything that I do, I put others first. If I like a guy, I always think about how it would affect others and then just stop. I hated playing as a full time goalie, but my team needed me, so I did it. In badminton practice, I always get everything set up and a ton of birds for my court and everyone else takes them from me. If I have a problem and one of my friends also has a problem, I don't tell anyone about what's happening to me and just get over it so I can help my friend.
*If I ever need advice or just someone to talk to, I always go to my parents.*