"I alwa ys thi nk abo ut you"
This little 9 year old boy i baby sit for just lost his big sister, she has had cancer for awhile.
I comforted him for days, weeks, months. He cried every single morning. Being with this little boy made me realize that when he grows up, he's going to be very strong ;♥ But one day he told me he's tired of drying out his eyes, he ran out of tears he said. And then he took out a piece of paper and a pencil, and wrote...
"hi big sis, i hope your having fun in heaven. i wish god didn't take you because my life is different now. It's weird sis, because now i wake up every morning and walk into your room, your beds empty. I always am hoping you will be there again, i just want you to hug me one last time, your fury shirts always made me giggle, I know i am not a writer but here i go...
your smile keeps me going,
it makes me wanna do good,
i wish you didn't leave me,
because now your smiles gone,
and it took mine with you.
I miss you sissy"
And then this little boy took his note and placed it on the street outside, a car came by and it blew it up into the sky and we both slowly watched it drift away . I asked why he did this and he said "The note will make it to heaven, you know, the happy place my big sister is in, and she will read it and finally know i miss her"
///////////////////// this changed my life completely /////////////////////
I still see him every few days, and he always looks up to the sky and waves ♥
As is his sister is watching him