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I can't simply descirbe my life in any other way than "totally suckish and screwed up" I'm pretty messed up but ya know what? whatever. Everyone knows that life sucks, and I couldn't agree more. I hope you like my quotes though I tend to just say whatever comes to mind.

secrets_of_an_anorexic_cutter
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March 24, 2012 6:22pm UTC

Trying to hold my head up for awhile...lets see how that goes

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secrets_of_an_anorexic_cutter
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March 23, 2012 5:42pm UTC

Suicide's looking pretty dang good right about now

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secrets_of_an_anorexic_cutter
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March 17, 2012 11:27am UTC

The roller coaster of life is getting old.
The ups and downs get sickening.
It's always down when I need it up,
And only up once in a blue moon.
My rollercoaster is mine alone, bringing pain to my soul.
My pain fills my heart, showing the world the truth.
Though I ride solo, friends try to help.
But help they can never do.
This ride is mine, hopefully over soon.
I'm to my point of exhaustion.

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secrets_of_an_anorexic_cutter
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March 4, 2012 11:44am UTC

once again...
I don't see the point
once again...
I'm close to quitting
once again...
No one will notice

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secrets_of_an_anorexic_cutter
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February 2, 2012 7:16pm UTC

That moment when you realize that....LIFE COMPLETELY SUCKS

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secrets_of_an_anorexic_cutter
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January 29, 2012 7:19pm UTC

WHY TRY
I really don't know what to do anymore
The future looks dark.
This tunnel goes on forever.
I'm sick of working my butt off and getting absolutely nowhere.
SO WHY TRY?

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secrets_of_an_anorexic_cutter
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January 29, 2012 6:10pm UTC

I am legit sick of this thing we call life

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secrets_of_an_anorexic_cutter
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January 27, 2012 11:30am UTC

I'm lost
and there's no where to go

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secrets_of_an_anorexic_cutter
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January 27, 2012 11:25am UTC

I'll just bask in the warmth of pure denile.
It'd be great if you would leave me alone

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secrets_of_an_anorexic_cutter
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January 26, 2012 8:04pm UTC

Telling the truth just leads to pain
It's the lies that keep you safe

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secrets_of_an_anorexic_cutter
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January 24, 2012 3:50pm UTC

No matter how hard I try, I'll never be as good as YOU.....

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secrets_of_an_anorexic_cutter
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January 21, 2012 9:12pm UTC

For me, good moods are fleeting. It's the depression that grabs ahold and promises to never let me go.

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secrets_of_an_anorexic_cutter
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January 21, 2012 9:05pm UTC

It takes FOREVER to find something that you really love, but only a couple hours for it to be completely ruined.

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secrets_of_an_anorexic_cutter
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January 21, 2012 4:35pm UTC

That moment you realize it's just NOT worth SHOUTING. No one's going to listen anyway.

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secrets_of_an_anorexic_cutter
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January 21, 2012 4:04pm UTC

I think I've come to a point in my life where no way goes to somewhere light. All the tunnels lead out to the open.....darkness

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secrets_of_an_anorexic_cutter
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January 21, 2012 3:37pm UTC

I know you think I'm skinny
BUT I THINK I'M FAT
I know you think I've got potential
BUT I KNOW I WILL FAIL
I know you think I'm smart
BUT I KNOW I'M DUMB
I know you think I'm worth it
BUT I KNOW I'M BETTER OFF GONE
I know you think you need me
BUT I KNOW YOU REALLY DON'T
I know you think I'm pretty
BUT I KNOW I'M REALLY UGLY
I know you think you know everything
BUT REALLY, THERE'S SO MUCH MORE
I know that you love me
BUT I KNOW THAT's NOT ENOUGH
I know you think you know what's best
BUT I KNOW THAT YOU DON'T
I know you think I should eat
BUT I REALLY DON'T WANT TO
I know you want me to stop cutting
BUT I KNOW I NEVER WILL
I know you think I'm free of blame
BUT I KNOW IT'S ALL MY FAULT
I know you think I need to change
BUT CHANGE IS NOT FOR ME
WE ALL THINK DIFFERENTY.....CAN'T YOU SEE?

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secrets_of_an_anorexic_cutter
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January 21, 2012 3:23pm UTC

YOU. YES YOU. THANKS FOR MAKING MY LIFE SO HARD. DO YOU GET A THRILL FRM SEEING ME CRY? DOES YOUR HEART FLUTTER WHEN YOU KNOW I'M UPSET? DO YOU LIKE BEING THE ONE TO SHOVE MY FACE INTO THE GROUND? WELL I HOPE YOU'VE ENJOYED IT, BECAUSE GUESS WHAT? I'M DONE LETTING YOU CONTROL ME WITH THE PAST.
I. AM. DONE.

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secrets_of_an_anorexic_cutter
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January 21, 2012 3:17pm UTC

Everybody needs somebody to kiss them goodnight. I'm just not that somebody for you </3

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secrets_of_an_anorexic_cutter
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January 21, 2012 3:13pm UTC

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secrets_of_an_anorexic_cutter
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January 21, 2012 2:49pm UTC

Whenever I see a woman, with all the motherly qualities that exist, I get jelous. I've always been drawn to mother figures, llike teachers, therapists, friend's moms, etc. It's not that I hate my mom...not all the time at least. But she let something horrible happen to me, and for that, I will never be able to forgive her. I just want someone I can say anything to and not be mad fun of. Or be yelled at for finally saying the truth. I want to be the first thing someone worries about, not the son that ruined a family. I want a mother that would stand up for me and truly take chage when I need her. I want someone to actually listen. To love me more than her "perfect" son. I want a mom that will be proud of me for what I have acomplished and not dissapointed at what I haven't. I want a mom who can understand my need for space from the person who molested me. I want someone to actually undestand me and my needs. I need someone to truly understand my need to be skinny. To understand my hatred of food an calories and the fat rolls that come with eating.
No matter how hard my mom tries, she will never be just what I need. She just won't make the cut because of what she allowed to happen.
I just want a mother who will love me and help me get through this depression.

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