Well: Happy New Year :)
This year, I am starting over. Nothing from last year, none of the pain, anger, or sadness, is going to mess with me. I'm starting the year fresh with a great young man, a good family, great friends, and a newly inspired self.
I have a lot of goals this year.
I'd like to eat better, if that means eating when I'm not or stopping when I've had too much.
I'd like to stop drinking when I'm upset. I've realized it doesn't solve anything and the problem is worse in the morning.
I'd like to start standing up for myself around people I've let push me around for too long.
I want to make healthier choices with weight loss. Instead of starving myself, I want to exercise and maintain a healthy weight, even if that's not necessarily the lowest.
I want to be more outgoing, and make new friends instead of shying away for opportunities.
I want to surrong myself with better, more positive people who can be supportive instead of tearing me down with them.
But most of all, I want to better my opinion of myself. I want to feel healthy, and beautiful, and smart. It all starts with me.
I know I'll get sad sometimes, that's okay. I know I'll cry and give up a few times, and that's okay to.
The point is I'm ready to try to make my world a happier place. Are you?
riahbear18