One Year. It Changes Everything.
Oct.31, 2011: We started talking.
Nov. 6, 2011: He told me he likes me, I admitted I felt the same way.
Nov. 11, 2011: He asked me out in the day everyone wanted, 11/11/11...I said no.
Nov. 20, 2011: He told me he loved me. I told him I felt the same way.
Dec. 15, 2011: I started moving away from him.
Jan. 1, 2012: I start ignoring him.
Jan. 16, 2012: I tell him I don't think I love him anymore.
Jan. 17, 2012: Silence. No texts, no calls.
Jan. 29, 2012: He gives me the present he was going to give me for my birthday.
Feb. 1, 2012: I give it back.
April 16, 2012: We go to Disney.
April 20, 2012: I'm sick in Disney, but he still texts me to see if I'm okay.
May 5, 2012: He starts dating her.
May 6, 2012: I realize I still love him.
May 7, 2012: I satrt to pretend to be friends with her.
May 8, 2012: I cry myself to sleep each night and write letters I'll never send.
June 10, 2012: I miss him more than words can describe. He ignores me and I ignore him. But I decide I wouldn't ruin his happiness with her, so I leave them alone.
June 11, 2012: I promise myself I won't text him until they break up.
June 12, 2012: I only listen to a depressed playlist. I don't move forward and there's no way for me to take a step back. I'm trapped.
June 23, 2012: School is over. I don't go to the party they're going to. I go to my friends house and cry.
June 24, 2012: I make a bet with a different friend about when they'll break up.
June 25, 2012: I realize I need to see him, to talk to him, to get him back. But I won't break my promise.
June 26, 2012: He texts me saying he misses me. I say I miss him too.
June 27, 2012: He tells me he doesn't like her as much as he still loves me.
June 28, 2012: I tell him it isn't fair to date her and to tell me he loves me.
June 30, 2012: He breaks up with her. For me.
July 21, 2012: We get into a stupid fight.
July 22-27, 2012: Silence, again. It gets worse each time.
July 28, 2012: He texts me saying his grandmother has died. I feel awful.
July 30, 2012: We talk like normal, but the conversation gets more awkward each time.
Aug. 11, 2012: We fight. Again.
Aug. 14, 2012: I apologize, I have to. It's his birthday.
Aug. 28, 2012: School.
Sept. 13, 2012: More fighting.
Sept. 20, 2012: We apologize.
Oct. 18, 2012: I screw up. Badly.
Oct. 19, 2012: He tells me he doesn't think he can trust me. I go to bed crying and shaking.
Oct. 20, 2012: I tell my friends everything.
Oct. 21, 2012: One of his best friends tells me I didn't do anything wrong and that he's overreacting. I know he's just trying to make me feel better.
Oct 29, 2012: I need a plan, and fast. I love him too much to lose him twice.
Oct. 30, 2012: I decide what I need to do, even if my parents don't approve.
Oct. 31, 2012: I text him and apologize. I'm forgiven. I use my ability to get him to say anything and get him to ask me out. I say yes.
Nov. 1, 2012: He holds my hand for the first time.
Nov. 2-30, 2012: No fighting. Just a perfect relationship. Finally.
Dec. 8, 2012: I finally have him, and he's all mine, and I'm all his.
Don't give up on love. Anything is possible. If it's meant to happen, it will. No matter what life throws at you, don't forget that you can get through it if you try. ♥
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