behindthis_worndown

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She has a worn down smile and tired eyes,

She lives behind the wall she built of lies.

And the biggest lie she would ever say is

"I'm just fine. I'm okay."

All that she ever really did want,

Was for someone to look at her

And say "I know you're not."

behindthis_worndown_smile
posted a quote
September 26, 2012 4:37pm UTC

Please don't leave me alone,
You know what I do to myself when I'm alone.

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behindthis_worndown_smile
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September 24, 2012 9:00pm UTC

I want to hurt myself.

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behindthis_worndown_smile
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September 24, 2012 8:57pm UTC

All love ever does is
break and burn and end.

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behindthis_worndown_smile
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September 24, 2012 8:50pm UTC

How wonderful it would be,
to just be gone.

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behindthis_worndown_smile
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September 24, 2012 8:48pm UTC

Blade, meet wrist.

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behindthis_worndown_smile
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September 19, 2012 8:55pm UTC

I Am Completely Alone.
I know that no one is probably going to read this, but I have to say it somewhere.
Last night my boyfriend broke up with me. He gave me no reason except that "he wasn't really into it anymore."
The next thing he told me was that he had been thinking about ending it for the past two weeks.
But what made me mad was that only ten days ago,
he sent me this exact message;
"Baby.<3 It's been five months, but it feels like 14379953, but I cannot wait for what's in store for us.
You're my everything and I'd tell you anything. You're my girl.
The most beautiful, sweet, and loving girl a guy could ever have. Somehow I'm the guy that got lucky.
I'll always be there for you and will never leave your side.
One day I hope to call you my wife and to see our wonderful kids.
I love you from the bottom of my heart, and always will."
Now this was ten days before he broke up with me, and if what he said was true,
about thinking about breakingup with me for two weeks, then that means that that was all a lie.
Even more than that, the day before he ended it he told me, "I'll love you always."
He even admitted that he had been leading me on. I told him I hated him for that and he said "okay."
There's still more. He never told me that he was doubting us, instead he talked to other people,
instead of talking to me about it. Even worse, two of the people he talked to were my friends...
And they told him to break up with me. I feel so betrayed and alone.
And the worst part? He did this all over text message.
I hate him.

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behindthis_worndown_smile
posted a quote
September 19, 2012 5:21pm UTC

How easy it would be,
Just to never eat again.

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behindthis_worndown_smile
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June 13, 2012 9:01pm UTC

She cringed under the fist of her
so called "lover."
Just a bruise or scar that
make-up would cover.
Another fist, another blow.
Why did this girl love him so?
He reeled her in and held her tight.
He promised to always treat her right.
His smile was big and his eyes seemed true,
how could she have known he would be so cruel?
The cuts and bruises were everywhere.
She didn't know how much more she could bear.
Her body was weak, but weaker it grew.
She was at his mercy,
and there was nothing she could do.
This young girl's innocence was taken away.
Oh, how it feels to be
scared to leave,
yet scared to stay.
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behindthis_worndown_smile
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May 22, 2012 5:55pm UTC

no one seems to notice
that I'm not okay .

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behindthis_worndown_smile
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May 5, 2012 6:01pm UTC

smiling
because it's all you have left..

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behindthis_worndown_smile
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May 3, 2012 4:58pm UTC

: ( :
You decide.

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behindthis_worndown_smile
posted a quote
May 1, 2012 9:31pm UTC

And you said
you would be different.