Listen to your conscience, so you had a bad first date. Never let one bad experience bring you down or stop you from being with the people you love most. Someday this will all make perfect sense. Whatever happens i promise you it will turn out for the better of you. No one can control what happens so don't blame yourself on what happened. You might have to meet a few more people before you meet someone that treats you the way you should and want to be treated. Past what everyone see's you might have a fragile heart, and those are the hardest and most rare kinds to find, so save your heart for someone who is looking for just that. Someday someone will come around that knows exactly how to treat your heart. I'll tell you a secret, your gonna be okay, you'll always be okay because life has a funny habit of working itself out. So cry, then lift your chin up, because you'll be okay. Show the world that gorgeous little smile because the people who have done you wrong hate to see you happy. Show that one person that you can be alright without them. I know it probably seems like the hardest thing possible right now. But trust me, it will get easier with time. People will always bring you down, but you have to show everyone how strong you can be. Your heart may be fragile, but it is also strong. I know "staying strong" is such a simple phrase but such a hard one to do when your broken. Find little reasons to make yourself smile, trust me it will help. Your braver than you believe and stronger than what you think, and whatever happens, i promise you there is always a reason standing right behind it.
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