SECRET IDENTITY
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
He never looked into my eyes after that confrontation.
I slowly turned away, dragging my feet across the ground. I was ashamed of who I really was.
Curse the cycle of life, why couldn't I just be Scarlett, and only Scarlett?
"Sharmony..." He breathed into the wind. It felt as if the words had tickled my skin, a slight shrivel of cold air rushing through my veins.
"I love you, for who you are."
I looked back, seeing him stand there, his hands in his denim cargo pant pockets.
It was as if HE were ashamed of saying it. He didn't sound the least bit confident.
I walked back, at the same pace. I was really unsure about this but it almost felt like a magnetic force was pulling me toward him, like I was addicted.
"Do you mean it?" I fluttered my eyelashes and holding his hands.
He started to smile, but that smile then turned into a grin.
"You're beautiful." He whispered, kissing me on the cheek.
There goes that cold rush down my veins again.
"If you go out with me, will you promise you'll stop with the self-harm?" He caressed my cheek, the one he just graced with his kiss.
"What are you talking about?" I giggled.
"The scars on your stomach." He looked at me sternly. "Stop self harming, you're better than that."
"It's not self harm." I spoke aloud, almost shouting. Tears ran from my eyes, splattering all over the asphalt. The memories from that awful night keep rushing back almost after every word spoken from Michael's mouth, and I don't know why.
His eyes widened, and his jaw dropped slightly. "Oh, God. Sharmony, it was your mother wasn't it. I saw her drunk, and she looked possessed, almost."
I shook my head, understanding the angle he was coming from.
"If I tell you, do you promise to keep it a secret?" I asked him, staring straight into those deep, blue eyes of his.
"Of course. I wouldn't tell a soul." He smiled down at me.
"Even worse, will I still be the same girl you knew?" I asked him again, this time, looking down at the floor, letting my tears fall down.
He looked at me, puzzled.
Oh, great. He's not ready for this kind of confrontation.