I block out the memories.
I block out the pain.
Just so I forget,
That I'm the one to blame.
I hold back the tears,
And the sorrow.
And try to hold on until tomorrow.
I know if I let the first tear fall,
The rest wont stop.
And if I let the memories flow,
I will surely pop.
Life can be so cruel,
And I've been played like a fool.
I don't chose to be this way
I promise you that.
Nobody would choose to be were I'm at.
I'm sorry to everyone who has to deal with me,
I wish I didn't have all these problems.
I wish I could make it all go away,
And not have to fight everyday.