Jasminekaybutterfly

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Birthday: March 19

Location: Maine

Gender: F

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I'm Jasmine, I was born on March 19th, 1997. I have been through so much. People don't realize how fragile I am. I cry so easily. But I don't choose to be that way. I have a lot of anger and pain inside of me, that no amount of time will make go away. It will always be there. On August 16th 2010 I was . I spent the first year after that not eating, cutting, smoking, drinking. Anything to kill the pain and make me forget. I had to deal with it all on my own. I had no help. Then I told my therapist who told my mom. And for the past year I have been fighting for justice. It hasn't been easy. I have tried to kill myself 12 times. My dad is an alcoholic that doesn't care about me, my siblings, or mom. I have been put through the ringer. Lets just say that. But people forget, and they think I am fine. But I'm not. I'm pretty miserable on the inside. But I've learned no one likes a sad girl. So I try to hide it all.

But I do have an amazingly perfect boyfriend who makes it easier. We've been dating since 3/3/12. He's my best friend and boyfriend and I don't know where I'd be without him. He gives my life a meaning, and makes me feel special. He tells me that I'm beautiful, even though he knows what I think about myself. He seems to always know how to make me smile. I love him so much, and I will marry this boy someday. People spend their whole lives searching for a love like this. And I was lucky enough to find it early. He'll always be my boy, Through tuff, hard, and hell. Forever and always.

Jasminekaybutterfly
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May 22, 2013 6:21pm UTC

I've submitted my story to a contest and I'd love it if you could vote for me please (:
http://youshouldknow.abcfamily.com/user/jasminekaybutterfly/

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Jasminekaybutterfly
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May 22, 2013 4:17pm UTC

I searched my name today on witty and the fact that i have quotes written about me brings tears to my eyes. i haven't been on here in a while but thank you everyone who keeps my story going.

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Jasminekaybutterfly
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January 29, 2013 8:48am UTC

My boyfriend of 11 months is going to break up with me.
I dont think I will survive this.

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Jasminekaybutterfly
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January 24, 2013 3:55pm UTC

When they all turn against you,
You better be prepared to fight!

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Jasminekaybutterfly
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January 4, 2013 8:45pm UTC

If you were me you'd do the same,
Cause I can't take anymore.
I'll draw the shades,
And close the door.
Everything's not alright.

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Jasminekaybutterfly
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November 22, 2012 10:15am UTC

I haven't been on here in forever!
Hello witty

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Jasminekaybutterfly
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October 23, 2012 9:20pm UTC

At the end of the day,
Everything is my fault.
I don't know why anyone would love someone like me.

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Jasminekaybutterfly
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October 18, 2012 10:06pm UTC

My sadness is making my body sick.

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Jasminekaybutterfly
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October 12, 2012 6:29pm UTC

Im the problem.
Its all my fault.
And now im loosing you.
Im sorry life,
whatever i did to p*ss you off,
Im so sorry.
please dont take him from me.

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Jasminekaybutterfly
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October 10, 2012 6:56pm UTC

Everything sucks!
Everyday just keeps getting worse and worse. I try to just ignore it all and keep going, all my life thats what people told me to do. Just smile. Well you know what, I tried that. But guess what, it didn't make anything better. I lost all my friends, nobody cares about me, I've changed, I don't feel anything, and im still misurable. This morning I woke up every 15 minutes for 3 hours. Then I had to get up and get on the bus where nobody even looks my way anymore. I look like sh*t everyday because I am to tired in the morning to wake up earlier to make myself look good. Then I get to school (where my rapist goes btw) and its the lastplace I want to be. I go into science and my boyfriend is told he can't sit next to me anymore. Then I go to the next period were nobody gives a sh*t about me. I have nobody to talk to and the class SUCKS! Next class is math and the teacher intimidates me and i am scared of him so i dont know anything in that class and am failing. Next class is the guided study class, as if i wasnt different enough with haveing to walk a certain pathway everyday to avoid my sexual assualter, I am now put in a room with 6 kids because we all need help in school. Thing is, I dont need to be there and the teacher is effin annoying! Last class is art, its the only class i kinda like but i am falling behind so i had to take my project home. I am just sitting there on the bus and someone decides to seat jump, sit on my project, not apologize, and now i have to fix half of it. I get home with a headache, want to go to sleep and my sister and little brothers start screaming, thanks. and last but not least i go to take a shower and someone broke it. now we can only take baths and if i get water in my ears I get ear infections. MY DAY WAS F*CKING FANTASTIC!
.... okay done with my vent.

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Jasminekaybutterfly
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October 6, 2012 7:10pm UTC

She's feeling it all now,
But she doesn't cry.
She doesn't cry.

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Jasminekaybutterfly
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October 6, 2012 7:07pm UTC

Today my 4 year old brother said
"I don't have a daddy anymore.
He left,
He's gone."
He also refuses to talk to him.

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Jasminekaybutterfly
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October 6, 2012 1:33pm UTC

Its pretty sad when I walk into the kitchen,
And my 6 year old brother is looking at a soda bottle,
And when I ask him what he's doing he tells me;
"Looking to see how many calories there are.
I don't want to get fat."
I then took the bottle from him and said
"It doesn't matter Ryan.
Your way to skinny as it is,
And your a kid.
Enjoy it while you can."

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Jasminekaybutterfly
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October 3, 2012 7:23pm UTC

7 months,
214 days,
5,136 hours,
308,160 minutes.
Thats how long i've been with you.
These past 7 months have been the best 7 months of my life.
I wouldn't trade it for the world.
I cant wait to spend many more years, months, days, hours, and minutes right by your side.
I love you,
Through tuff, hard, and hell,
Forever and always.
*3.3.12*

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Jasminekaybutterfly
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October 1, 2012 7:51pm UTC

tell my love to wreck it all.
cut out all the ropes,
and let me fall.

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Jasminekaybutterfly
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October 1, 2012 7:42pm UTC

I never use to be able to cry in the shower.

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Jasminekaybutterfly
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October 1, 2012 3:11pm UTC

Im just a shell of who I use to be.

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Jasminekaybutterfly
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September 28, 2012 6:24pm UTC

I cant stop crying.
If you dont love me,
Then break up with me.

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Jasminekaybutterfly
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September 27, 2012 5:36pm UTC

My dad left yesterday.
He was standing outside crying when me and one of my brothers came home.
He made us feel so bad.
It was such a shock.
But now I dont really care that he's gone.
But my mom hasn't stopped crying.
Thats whats getting to me.
He left us with nothing.
We have no money,
And we will run out of food in the next few days.
I feel so bad for my mom.
I feel bad for my 7 year old brother that my dad didn't even say goodbye to,
He keeps asking when he's coming home.
I don't understand how he could just walk out on us,
And not even try to fix things,
Or even stay in the area.
No he went to florida,
As if it were a vacation.

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Jasminekaybutterfly
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September 24, 2012 9:08pm UTC

Why does everyone look so damn perfect?
It’s photoshop,
Airbrush merges.
I feel like I’m growing.
I still hurt but the pains not showing.
I haven’t cut for a month or two.
I try deep breathing and squeezing ice cubes.
My boyfriend loves me and tells me I’m beautiful.
I’m ashamed of what I used to do.
I try everyday just to keep getting better,
To block out the thoughts,
But I’m under the weather.
The pressure is building,
I need a release.
I’m out of my depth,
And I’m feeling weak.
I’m sick of this pain and I want it to end.
My oldest enemy and my only friend.
A blade in my hand and my life in front of me.
I’m stranded between relapse and recovery.
I bleed- Outcast Youth

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