Dear Taylor,
I am writing this cause you would want one. I said I would do it
tomorrow because that it would be year and month since we
know each other. I know tonight you got mad at me for one
little thing. So i would change your mood and I will prove you
wrong. I know you have been in love with me since day 1. When
I first text you, I thought I wouldnt have any chance to be with
you or that I would never know that you are in love with me. I
know we had a lot of rough times fighting with each other. We
left each other and come back to each other I dont know how
many times. Now I know you got mad tonight cause you heard
something over on Xbox Live with your brother on the mic that
you didnt like. I know why you are mad at me, because you didnt
want to lose me, me going to another girl, etc. So I decide to get
off the xbox, owe you a huge apology, write a quote so you can
be happy. I got off the xbox in the middle of the game, turn it off
writing you quote cause i dont want to lose you again like so
many times before we just fight over little things. The truth is
I will have no one except you. I dont care if they like me, or
whatever. They will not take me away from you. Even tho I have
been in love with you since day 1 too. The first thing came into
my mind when i saw your face, "Why is she talking to me? I am
just awkward mentally retarded person who is not smart at all."
We have ups and downs in life, relationship to each other, etc.
I promise we will be stronger than we were before. When we
had a phone conversation in the summer. I misses the voice
like the angel from above. I swear you should be like a singer.
I hoping that my mom get the job in California so i can be closer
to you and get to see you a lot and be with you. I know I am not
the smartest person in the world at the things I do, I am not the
smartest person in the world at the things I say to people. A lot
of times, I do things/say things are the things I should have
think before I should do it. I know you get mad at me for a lots
of things. But you dont have to worry about anything. You may
think this is cute which I dont know, Everytime I talk to your
brother on Xbox Live, I always ask him what you are doing,
where are you, when can you get on the headphones,
when would your mom will be home so I could talk to you on kik,
etc. Last night he told me that he got annoyed about it because
he doesnt even know how much I am crazy about you. I love
you, I know it wouldnt change your mood cause you think I wont
prove you wrong. Sorry I am not perfect, I know some of the
things that I do are mistakes, but I wouldnt have ask a better
person than anyone else in the world. Sorry about everything.
I just want to let you know that I am crazy about you and that
I love you. and we will be stronger I promise.
11/8/12