Yesterday, I went up to try and talk to him.
Yeah, I was definitely nervous.
Who wouldn't be?
But I decided to go for it.
I stepped into the cafeteria and scanned the crowd, looking for that smile that could light up a room.
Then I found him.
With his arm around another girl.
I must've been staring or something, I'm not really sure. To be honest everything is just a blur.
But what I do remember is you looking at me and we made awkward eye contact.
You knew I was hurt so you quickly looked away.
Almost as quick as I ran to the bathroom, holding back the tears.
I fell in love with a player.
He knew I liked him and he said he liked me to.
But I guess you like her more.
But I don't blame you, she's gorgeous and smart and fun and everything a guy wants.
I mean, why have me when you can have her, right?