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hope is fading, one day at a time, things are getting much much much worse... why do these things always happen to me, why do i feel like screaming 100 percent of the time... why do i feel like i don't want to take even one more breath??? Trying to make it through... one breath at a time...

Soooooo... some facts about me...
My name is Casey
I blow out the candles April 9th
Im 15
Im a female <3
I cant trust anyone...
i cut...
my best friend died of cancer... (thats where this all started)
i hate how i look...
I go in and out of deppression...
i hide all of my pain behind my smile...
im dyslexic
im color blind (yes and im a girl...)
i have photographic memory
i am now a sophomore :) which means i made it through freshman year
one of my best guy friends has a witty, his name is dalton
it doesnt matter... but i really want to die
If you want to know anything else, just comment on my profile!!!

Suicide, is entering my thoughts... stupid mind -.-
you should check out Corey Gray on youtube, because he deserves it :D

Check out my witty twins!!!!
    Ilovenerdyboyz
WeAreTheHistory
WeAreTheHistory

Boredtodeath
posted a quote
November 17, 2012 9:22pm UTC

Weight loss tips?

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Boredtodeath
posted a quote
November 17, 2012 9:13pm UTC

I like this kid Arron.
And we're good friends.
But i have bad skin, and i'm really over weight.
So i decided as of well last week,
No more lunch because well i'm not hungry for it,
and i will do anything about my skin.
I'm getting my hair cut and streaked
And i just want him to like me.
We kissed,
But he pulled away and then left.
I will be the girl he wants this time,
I will get something good out of this life.

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Boredtodeath
posted a quote
September 22, 2012 11:50am UTC

A locked door,
a rusty razor,
a towel stained with red.
A folded note,
a broken mirror,
and young girl lays there dead.
Their emotions tangle,
the room begins to swirl.
She was Mommy’s perfect angel
and Daddy’s little girl.
NMQ/Tumblr

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Boredtodeath
posted a quote
September 18, 2012 9:03pm UTC

Right now im staring at that homework folder
Like "No please! Don't come any closer!!!!"
Procrastination Pro

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Boredtodeath
posted a quote
September 18, 2012 8:51pm UTC

I hate being one of the youngest of my friends...
Like oh physics homework?
Nope i have Chem.
Oh AP classes?
Still in honors!
Oh working on your senior projects?
Still doing petty book summaries!
Oh you can drive? at night? alone?
Still stuck with the parents -.-
Oh work?
Still just sitting here writting.
Oh looking at colleges?
Still worrying about sophomore year.
Oh leaving to college?
Still staying behind and losing you all.
I mean who has time for a sophomore girl?
Who isn't athletic
Who isn't "Pretty"
Who isn't anything special
NO ONE...
I get you all have new lives, i understand that you are busy!
Just please, i feel so lonely... please just at least call me...
I miss you all so much, just call me once!

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Boredtodeath
posted a quote
September 16, 2012 9:20pm UTC

I'm fat, very overweight...
I'm not one of you guys who are kidding and just a self image
Numbers tell me that i'm right.
So i started a water diet
When i'm thirsty i drink water
When i'm hungry i drink water,
After i throw up i drink water,
I run and drink water,
I do sit up and drink water,
I take my pills and drink more water.
To all of those who have ever called me ugly, fat, gross...
To all of those who have ever HATED me...
Happy now?
I'm slowly killing myself
And not a word said can change that.
Because i'm fat, ugly,
gross, and everything else
Because i'm not good enough.
Because i'm me

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Boredtodeath
posted a quote
September 7, 2012 4:34pm UTC

Today we had to take a quiz in health
i glanced at others papers to see if they were also getting such
negitive answers...
i was confused
then i noticed the end, it was to see if you were depressed
I had to erase all of my answers
the school cant know this sh*t
When i did it correctly i was
- extrememly Suicidal
- Extremely Depressed
- Bulimic
- No self esteem
- reccommended for suicide watch and servere conceling
Well thanks for telling me what i already knew -.-

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Boredtodeath
posted a quote
September 5, 2012 3:25pm UTC

Remember that hot loner i talked about?
He's shy
Like me :3
So today when we had to interveiw eachother
He came over and smiled softly and asked to be my partner
So i agreed and we started talking
And i found out he's new
And his name is Ryan
He's a football player
And i mean it doesnt matter but he's hot XD
He picked up his books as the bell rang and said
"Talk to you in gym?"
I agreed and then in gym we decided to eat lunch together tomorrow :3
I'm starting to love sophomore year guys...

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Boredtodeath
posted a quote
September 4, 2012 4:09pm UTC

Great way to start off the year...
Homeroom with the kid who is in love with you
Eniglish with the school b*tch
History with all the jocks and cheerleaders
Yearbook with all seniors and a hot loner
Gym with all your friends and that same hot loner...
Wanna know what's great?
I caught the loner staring at me 4 times today :3
Sh*tty year just got better
<3

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Boredtodeath
posted a quote
September 3, 2012 12:09am UTC

OMG guys it's 1207am monday here...
That... That... That... means i have school tomorrow
No no no no no no i'm not ready for that...
Please, i want a rewind button
I'm not ready to let them see my scars...
Please let me wake up to June 18th or something...
i'm not ready to go back yet D:

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Boredtodeath
posted a quote
August 30, 2012 12:26am UTC

As he walked away with my mothers bag
i slowly said
"Brother, you are one of the reasons i cut,
Yes i cut,
I harm myself,
Ive thought of suicide,
Ive attempted suicide,
Im begging for your help"
he turned and looked at me
Told me im lying and walked away
I pulled up my sleeve
and up my shirt to show him the scars
he said he didnt care, i could die if i want to
This may be my last goodbye witty
He was my hero,
i looked up to him,
he was someone i could always talk to
Now he can blame himself if he wants
i cant stop crying,
i cant stop cutting...
Im just im sorry witty, goodbye :/

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Boredtodeath
posted a quote
August 17, 2012 6:09pm UTC

As the days get closer, i fall apart more and more... i went from happy, to okay, to depressed, to like not even living anymore... i don't know whats wrong with me, i cut a really lot, i cant stop crying anymore, and i think about suicide and i even have a note written... my uncle killed himself a few years back, so i mean i know how bad it would hurt my family... but i mean i don't hvae the strenght to like live! i dont even know why i don't , i just dont DX i really want to be safed, no i am not begging for attention or help, i just need to tell someone okay? i sing really depressing songs, i write horribly depressing poetry, i showed my father my cuts... they just dont see!!! my mother says nice voice! my father says wow thats a great poem, try happy next time? my parents say oh Damn Cat! They just dont see it, i want them to see it! I really want to be helped okay? i mean i really do, my life is falling apart, but who am i to complain, so many people have it so much worse than me! truth is, if i dont get better soon, there wont be a me... i just needed to say all of that okay? i doubt anyone will read it, i dont matter much i know, but i mean in case anything happens... i mean i wrote this... so uhm if you read this thank you, but i mean im sorry for venting

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Boredtodeath
posted a quote
August 6, 2012 4:30pm UTC

Im breaking down and falling on my knees
Why can't someone save me?
mq

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Boredtodeath
posted a quote
July 29, 2012 6:33pm UTC

I'm afraid to lose them...

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Boredtodeath
posted a quote
July 21, 2012 10:38pm UTC

Its time to stop trying
i whisper a simple reply ..what did you think bracelets were for..?
i walked through the hallway
holding my wrists
hoping no one will see me like this
he looks at me, scared what he'll find, he never thought i had these things in mind
he asks me "...is there any more?" looking at him with tears in my eyes

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Boredtodeath
posted a quote
July 21, 2012 10:34pm UTC

This summer i havent eaten that much... i'm losing weight XD
i lost 5 more pounds this week...
but it scares me to know that legit no one sees that
it makes me wonder if anyone cares...
i whisper a simple reply ..what did you think bracelets were for..?
i walked through the hallway
holding my wrists
hoping no one will see me like this
he looks at me, scared what he'll find, he never thought i had these things in mind
he asks me "...is there any more?" looking at him with tears in my eyes

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Boredtodeath
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June 18, 2012 2:54pm UTC

Truth is.... #1
Today i feel like giving up...
My stupid format, my stupid quote...
i whisper a simple reply ..what did you think bracelets were for..?
i walked through the hallway
holding my wrists
hoping no one will see me like this
he looks at me, scared what he'll find, he never thought i had these things in mind
he asks me "...is there any more?" looking at him with tears in my eyes

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Boredtodeath
posted a quote
June 18, 2012 2:48pm UTC

I Just Have To Say This.... #1
I Hate living
My stupid quote my stupid format
i whisper a simple reply ..what did you think bracelets were for..?
i walked through the hallway
holding my wrists
hoping no one will see me like this
he looks at me, scared what he'll find, he never thought i had these things in mind
he asks me "...is there any more?" looking at him with tears in my eyes

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Boredtodeath
posted a quote
June 15, 2012 12:58am UTC

guys im shaking like crazy
and feel really sick
now im be dragged to the hospital
because they think its coming back
yeah the seziures
i hope not
i thought i got over that
i dont believe in god
but pray for me
<3
i whisper a simple reply ..what did you think bracelets were for..?
i walked through the hallway
holding my wrists
hoping no one will see me like this
he looks at me, scared what he'll find, he never thought i had these things in mind
he asks me "...is there any more?" looking at him with tears in my eyes

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Boredtodeath
posted a quote
June 14, 2012 6:55pm UTC

so i saw how many people commented on my quote yesterday
and i felt like writting this one
to let them all know that im not okay
far from it
but im still alive
if i scared anyof you
im sorry, i didnt mean too
yeah well im here for now, but dont
expect it to last okay, im not better, im just
alive, and i really just felt like telling you that im here
because im tired of scaring people, its just not me and im
sorry...
i whisper a simple reply ..what did you think bracelets were for..?
i walked through the hallway
holding my wrists
hoping no one will see me like this
he looks at me, scared what he'll find, he never thought i had these things in mind
he asks me "...is there any more?" looking at him with tears in my eyes

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