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Status ; Love is destruction,

My name is Ashley I'm 17 years old i have a beautiful daughter I'm a single mother but before you jump the the "all teenage boys leave" statement just know i left him. i was hit and verbably abused walked on controlled cheated on and i couldn't take it anymore he trys to be in our daughters like but i wont et him we have a TPO (tempory protection order) against him due to domstic violence i have been through alot i have a story that barley anyone knows Our relationship was a mistake and i know this now but he gave me a beautiful baby girl who i love who smile lights up my day who's cry breakes my heart. I use to be a big party girl i quit before i got pregnant because i wanted a baby(yes she was planned) but even now i haven't left her side she's 2 months old as i write this she was born on June 25th 2013 well i mean i leave her with my mom when i go to school which is 3 and a half hours since im a senior i dont have many classes i only have 4 this girl has helped me so much grow as a person she made me realize even on the darkest days theres always sunlight , she helped me stop partying and smoking and drinking and doing all my dumb stuff. she helped me think of things before i do them she helped me realize how much my parents have done for me and made me realize the love they have for me. i love this girl with all my life I'm not only her mommy but I'm her daddy too <3

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September 1, 2013 8:28pm UTC

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September 13, 2012 4:59pm UTC

Don't let the thought of others
change the direction of your path
the decisions you'll make
they don't have to live with the consequences
you do.
do what feels right listen to that voice in the back of your head even if it makes you a nerd geeky stupid a looser lame , those are just names people call you when they see something that has potential when they realize someone is above them and they're going down. They want to ruin you they want someone to go down with , they don't want to go down alone. they don't want to see you move up.

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September 3, 2012 3:39am UTC

I have no decent friends what so ever
My friend had a baby she's about 5 months old. the only time my "friend" wants me to come over is to babysit.
not only that tonight she didn't have her daughter and we planned for her to come over here
yeah she blew me off to get drunk.
i have amazinggggggggggg friends.

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August 24, 2012 1:12am UTC

My boyfriend finds my mom attractive , I'm starting to think he's more attracted her than me,
how should i feel about this?
upset
but i don't because i know shes insecure about herself and when he tells her shes cute she smiles and i can tell it makes her day and gives her that confidence look back in her eye.
And i love him for that.

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August 13, 2012 7:05am UTC

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August 11, 2012 9:22pm UTC

blacklace
Don't do anything
you wouldn't tell your mother about
♥

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Ashleigh_joy
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August 10, 2012 10:54pm UTC

I got a turtle!
I named him Caption America <3

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Ashleigh_joy
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August 7, 2012 10:52pm UTC

Without a heart
I can never
really know what it would be like
to love someone.
~ Wizard of Oz

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Ashleigh_joy
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August 7, 2012 5:45pm UTC

I Wish
i was happy
i Wish
my dad wasn't so mean
I Wish
i could be accepted for who i am
I Wish
my mom wouldn't look at me like I'm a scutter
I Wish
i was talked to not yelled at
I Wish
i could stick up for myself
I Wish
everytime i try to defend my self the words wouldn't get stuck
I Wish
i was someone else, somewhere else
I Wish
i was anywhere else with anyone else.
I can only wish

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August 6, 2012 4:34pm UTC

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July 29, 2012 1:13am UTC

She slept with 5 guys?
lets tease her shes nasty
He slept with the entire city?
PRAISE THIS MAN!!
logcic...where have you gone?

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July 28, 2012 10:26pm UTC

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July 27, 2012 1:49am UTC

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
If he can't get on one knee for you
You shouldn't get on two for Him.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

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July 27, 2012 1:37am UTC

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July 17, 2012 3:16pm UTC

♪♫♩♬♪♫♪♫♩♫♩♬♪♫♩♬
I woke up this mourning to a voicemail ,
of my bestfriends singing what make you beautiful by one direction , it made me smile so hard
i have the best bestfriends ever ;*
♪♫♩♬♪♫♪♫♩♫♩♬♪♫♩♬
cookiedoughformats

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July 13, 2012 8:19pm UTC

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July 11, 2012 7:59pm UTC

Girls!
you know that boy you like , the one you think doesn't know you're madly in love with him the one your heart skips a beat when you think about the one you think doesn't love you back?
how do you expect him to know how YOU feel unless you tell him? ;*

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July 6, 2012 8:14pm UTC

i broke my promise
and karma came to bite me in the butt.
i swore to my mom , my dad , my friends, everyone
i wouldn' smoke weed again.
i lied.
before i left to get in the car to go my friend tessa's house 2 days ago my mom looked at me and said " be good and think what would jesus do" she was just kidding tho
Welllllllll
tessa and alex fell asleep so i went outside to smoke with my friend zach.
i haven't smoked in so long , i was so stressed and annoyed with everything i had a tooth ach from my braces being tightened (if if you have braces you know it hurts and h put a spring in my mouth which made it hurt 10 times worse then normal) and a headach so i said "one time won't hurt"
i was sitting outside i looked at zach i was like what is this it's burning my throat he said White rhinnon i thought nothing of it i went inside
i was sitting there having a good time laughing at nothing
then it like echoed in my head what my mom said to me "what would jesus do"
thats when it started
i started getting paronoid and shaking really bad i couldn't text i thought i was on fire and there were bugs crawling on me i was seeing things that weren't there so i laid down in tears scared to death i thought i was dying so i curled up in a ball closed my eyes and kept whispering"go to sleep ashley go to sleep go to sleep it'll be over go to sleep" i couldn't sleep it felt like 5 minutes went by when really 45 minutes went by i started to cry and i wanted to go home i was s scared i didn't know what to do i thought i was on fire nd i was sitting there patting my arms to put the fire out when there really was no fire i was holusnating i thought i was gonna be high for days well finially at 7 in the morning and when i woke up i was still high , i was scared not i was terrfied , i told my aunt lisa she said "it sounds like it was laced with crack why do you think it's called WHITE RHINNON"
and now i vow
i will never smoke again and this time i plan to keep it not just for me but for the people around me if you smoke enough laced weed it can kill you i told my mom she said she was surprised i didn't overdose by the sounds of it i was close so now i will not stop just for me but for the people around me this way they don't have to wake up every morning to an empty bed everyday or a name in their phone to where they call and will never get an answer to where they won't remember me with photographs they will know me they will see me , i don't want to die because of a high and i came pretty close to over dosing , <3

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July 3, 2012 3:43am UTC

I had black hair i dyed it because i was like
"black is so orignal i want something different"
so i bleached my hair and put pink in some parts of my hair
and teal on my tips
now everyone decides the wanna copy me just with different colors?
why?
i dyed my hair to be different and stand out
not so everyone can copy what i do
theres a qoute
"you were born orignal don't die a copy"
mhmmm how many of you are orignal?
not very many clearly

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July 3, 2012 2:08am UTC

I'm not like every other teenage girl out their
in 9th grade i was pregnant .. i had a miscarriage
and honestly the thought that i lost my kid kills me
i don't know why
but i really want a baby
i know I'm only 16
but I'm mature for my age
i think about my actions and the consequence
and i thought about this alot
my friend tessa and lystra just had their babies
and i lost mine..
it's not fair
i help tessa with her baby all the time
i treat her like shes my own
I'm there all the time
and seeing this baby and how i am with her
just makes me think how i would be right now if i didn't lose mine
its prolly a good thing i lost it tho
because in 9th grade i was so irresponsible
i wouldn't of been able to grow up
but now I'm in 11th and i'd give anything to have my baby back
it's killing me it really is
i have baby names already picked out
i honestly would be the perfect mom and seeing all these unhappy irresponsible moms
makes me sick
i know most of you are prolly like
"omg! shes 16 and wants a baby shes gonna ruin her life!"
no you don't know me age does not define maturity and you don't know where my life is going to go i could ruin my life with out a baby or i can ruin it with one but then again i can make my life great with one as well you never know what the future can be like anything can happen you , it just depends on the person and how dedicated they are into making their life into what they want. i just wanted to get all this off my chest.

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