its been a long time, and i was completely through with "us" but then i found out u had found someone new...not just anyone, but one of my friends...y?! u could have ne girl u want so y one of mine!?!?! i can hardly hold a conversation let alone look at u nemore..its so sad cuz im suposed to b past this stage. im suposed to not care. but u make it so hard by not caring urself..a broken promise creates the worst feeling in the world...it was thrown at my face, rite out of the blue. I WANNA GET AWAY FROM YOU! but everywhere i turn ppl will bring u up 2 me..its not fair, cuz im sure if ne1 ever said nething about me u still wouldnt care!! i hate this, ur friends with my friends so it makes it 100x harder 2 leev "us" alone...i wanna kik it 2 the curb, get it out of my head..but really i wouldnt even mind just being friends. thats all ive wanted 4 a wyl now..but we go on living our lives not showing if we even care if this dies...but im telling u now, i dont want it 2. i want 2 either pick up where we left off or start fresh n new....cuz not seeing u n not noing that u hav my bak suks. it just does. n thats that. i hope u realize this is all me no quotes, no song..just me,my head,my heart...spilling out 4 the world 2 see the aftermath of something gorgeous that died so tragically.<3