she stumbles through the field, if only she knew what she was looking for. she wants to know he still loves her. with the world in streaky lines, twirling around her, she worries, wonders, if the scars will ever go away. she keeps hoping that he will notice her, save her. lines of beauty begin to appear on her wrist. all she needed to hear was "i still care" but the words never came. they thought they were helping her when they dumped her in the field, but now she only feels alone, with the world still whirling around her, she realizes that love isnt everything & she regains a little hope. suddenly she starts to stumble again, looking for a new beginning.