&+ she wonders if he too ;
sometimes wishes she was there. she wonders if he gets  that feeling  of pure [ l o n g i n g ]
when they're apart. she wonders if he feels it too when they hang up at night and wishes he
would have thought of a way to get  her to talk  longer. she imagines he should feel it all if
what they have together is [ r e a l ]. but  sometimes, she  can't be  sure if  she's just another
one of those silly girls with hopes bigger than reality would ever be. but she keeps her head
held  high  because  she  knows she has  never felt this way [ b e f o r e ]. and  she loves it.