i look so happy
but can u see
the real me that lives deep inside
its crying
its screaming
it just wants to be herd
but no i cover it up
i lock it away
i paste on a fake smile that i keep on all day
the real me has gone away
no one knoes
cause no one can see
the secrets held inside of me
dieing inside
yet i look so happy
if only u knew then u would see
im not rly happy at all
no happy is not me
