its so hard to say i love u and not draw back in tears. its so hard to know that your not there to help me face my fears. its so hard to know the phones at reach but i cannot hear your voice. its so hard to see u laughing when im crying deep inside. its so hard to just find feelings and now i have to make them hide. its so haRd to live w.o you when i need you more then air. i want to scream how much i love u but i must hold back and not care. its so hard to qo to sleep at night when i cannot dream of you. its so hard to think that u miqht fall in love with someone new. its so hard to not start crying when i hear ur favorite song. its so hard to sit and wonder where did i go wrong? i will never love another i would rather be alone ..

its long..but worth it.

aim: lil rosen 07