its just so hard when he tells me that he wants to be with me
and that he says he wishes he never broke up with me
and that he wants to spend his summer with me
and he kids and pushes me in the halls and he jokes and hits me at lunch
he sends those flirty little texts that make me giggle
and he makes fun of my laugh and tries to copy it
and when he tilts his head when i talk to him, i could just melt
the way he stares into my eyes when we talk
and then he can never remember what i had said
and i cant help but think why were not together
everyone says were perfect for each other and we know it
but its just that i cant take not being with him anymore.



this is so true, and i just had to write it all down </3.