confessions (because i got dared
again)
i. when i read her
letter, i wanted to cry, but i couldn't. i wish she
would've hit me.
ii. my head is constantly swirling about
it, especially when i'm with him because
he deserves a lot better than whatever he thinks
he's getting, and i...i can't seem to escape the
'what if'. but she deserves to be happy (she would be
upset if i was constantly conflicted). i'm just so, so
sad. and so, so alone.
iii. i just want to get out of my house. i
want to go. i want to live away from home.
goodbye, i want to be freeee! and i don't think this actually
qualifies as a confession because everyone already knows this.
but what they don't know is that i'm
terrified of living alone so PSYCH DIDN'T
SEE THAT ONE COMING DID YOU??
iv. i hate keeping it a
secret.
v. i didn't know moving on would
include cutting off those bracelets. i didn't know
cutting off those bracelets would uncover so many scars.
i didn't know seeing those again would make me wish
i was back with those people more than
ever.
