And idk maybe it's because I get addicted to people too
easily. I got addicted to him when he showed me the smallest bit
of attention. I got addicted to her when she showed me she cared
even just a little. I got addicted to yet another someone else
when she showed me that you can be who you are. And I just keep
thinking over and over again about them just because they chose
to let in a little. They chose to care when they didn't have to.
They chose to show me their true colors. And I just I'm so
thankful that there's still good people out there so why not hang
on to them when you have the chance? But then again it's weird I
don't feel normal. I shouldn't lift these people up on high like
I do. Yeah respecting them is one thing but praising them is
another. When I'm around them I can't help but smile, I make sure
my paths always cross theirs when I have the chance and I just
love them so much it hurts. I just keep thinking about them and
thanking God he put them in my life. Even if they're not really
interested in me, or even if they don't really truly care about
me and even if they didn't mean to show me what they did. I still
care. I still love them. I still think about them and I
definitely still thank god for them. Because they're people just
like me, but unlike me, they chose to open up even just a little
and for a girl who came from a broken home and a childhood full
of broken promises that means everything. They still see me as an
equal and they still love me as a friend and to me that means the
world.
