And if I had thought that I was ever hearbroken in the past,

man was I wrong..

Nothing feels worse than having everything you have ever wanted right in the palm of your hand one day,

and then having nothing but pictures and memories the next.

And whose to say any of it even occurred..

Everything feels so damn surreal..

but that’s just one of the perks of a shattered heart.

I don’t have any more pieces to share with the world

She is one in the same pond as every other heartbreaker

and I just can’t be myself without my heart and soul anymore..

Who am I anymore?

I’m just a restless body with a tired out soul 

walking among the earth

and all of its lovers..

Bitterness fills my entire being

and no one will be able to recognize

the girl who once was