I finally told him. I told Chris about the depression that I have been fighting. He got so angry with himself. He almost cried when I told him. He knew that I was depressed when we first started dating, but he said that he had hoped that he had made me happy. I almost started crying when we pulled up to my house and he said that. He told me that he wouldn't look at me any different but that he loved me just the same. I found someone that I wouldn't mind spending the rest of my life with.