"..I’m trying not to think about it too much
because that makes it worse.
It’s kind of like when you look at yourself in the mirror and
you say your name. And it gets to a point where none of it seems
real. Well, sometimes, I can do that, but I don’t need an
hour in front of a mirror. It happens very fast, and things start
to slip away. And I just open my eyes, and I see nothing. And then
I start to breathe really hard trying to see something, but I
can’t. It doesn’t happen all the time, but when it
does, it scares me."
- Perks of Being A Wallflower