Isn't it beautiful when you join a new fandom and you're so confused like a little lost puppy and its so hard to remember the names and then BAM! out of nowhere you know everything about everyone. You can even tell what they ate on 25th October, 5 years ago and you have no idea when or how this exactly happened and you just cry because you're so emotionally involved and there's nothing you can do like what am I gonna do with my life.