So I can't stop but think this: 
   If there was a tornado and everyone in my family dies. And I end up running to my boyfriend and we sit down and I fall asleep. And then I end up going and living with him. 
    Now think this: 
        One day we end up going to a party or something and his family like me and think that I am a  great person and Christian and I are ment to be together, and we are perfect for each other. And they tell me I'm a lucky girl. They tell me that I have found the right one.   
That would really make me feel special. But they don't know about the things him and I do, or the I love you's, or anything like that. But there is one thing we have never done yet. Kiss. That one moment where everything feels like its stopped and we're in another world. That one thing that would mean everything to the both of us.
But it feels like we can't talk without one of us feeling like we have to do it. Where we can go in to the next level instead of waiting for one of us to go and make that one move. The one move that will really take not only his, but my breath away.