i wish i could tell people how sad i really am inside
how much i miss him
i really wish people valued me a little higher
and had more faith in me
instead of saying "oh sweetheart yeah right like you aren't going to hook up with guys before you become friends with them... come on you're you"
i wish people didn't say "oh i'm so sorry" when i told them about when i tried to drown myself in a hot tub on saturday
i wish someone understood what i am going through
i wish someone understood me
why do people always disappoint me
i don't even know