So
honestly
in just
a year ,
I've found love , got a broken
heart , lost some of the most amazing people in my life ,
Discover who I want to be , realized people can change for the
worse , been betrayed by someone who I trusted the most ,
discover that people can hate you for no good reason . As im
sitting here writing this with the tears in my eyes going through
all these memories , good and bad I realized highschool is really
gonna be the best and worst years of my life . Ive been through
so much and I finally realize there is always gonna be someone
who will understand what your going through . I only have 3 years
left so Im going to make them the best . Im not gonna let the
stupid people get in the way and im always gonna remeber the
little things because no matter what those are the things im
gonna look back on . Going to Homecoming , taking Finals , making
my new bestfriends who actually stuck around for my downfalls ,
screaming down the halls then running from teachers so we didnt
get yelled at , singing in class , copying homework because we
stayed up to late talking , running from class to class so were
not late because we seen our crushes and had to talk to them ,
fangirling over new cds, talking about next year , crying because
I was having a rough time and it made them sad , fighting over
who was cuter , telling eachother they were stupid because were
just cool like that , getting called a B?tch and them telling the
dude off . Realizing were gonna be friends forever , talking
about getting matching tattoos and stuff , working on our music
for our band , watching my bestfriend cry because she wanted to
die so we wrote her a song and sang to her . Crying , laughing ,
annoying teachers and kids , being who we want to be , getting
rejected for being to annoying and then laughing in his face
becuse it was his loss , realizing the guy you love is a player
and laughing and crying in the hall , yelling at a security guard
because he was rude , being idiots in general , realizing some
people just cant let stuff go , finding the boy you cant get out
of your head and watching him fall for your cousin , eating
icecream and screaming when your favorite song comes on , singing
with your bestfriends , counting the days until someones birthday
, waiting for summer to hurry , talking about going to concerts ,
dreaming about all the crazy stuff were gonna do , being there
for eachother , being idiots and proud , remining each other that
were beautiful no matter what . Being loved by one and other ,
hugging and being all giggly . waiting for summer so we can be
crazy with out teachers around .
I love this . Just being who we are and not giving a flying freak
. ...
This is only year one ...
and I honestly cannot
wait for whats to come
in the next three <3
2012/2013<3
