Losing someone because of your stupidity hurts.
It hurts not to be able to call him just to hear his voice before you go to sleep.
To tell him, out of no where, that you love him and he'll believe you.
And I swear that these are SOME of the little things that you'll miss.
You'll miss the way he'd stare at you or how he'd tease you
In front of his friends and not caring what they think.
And most of all, you'll miss his smile and the way it brought light to your day