Agh, this quote is just because I need to vent to someone. I can feel myself slipping back into my eating disorder again, I've been skipping meals, couting calories, keeping food diary's and looking at thinspo again and I hate it, but I can't stop myself. I stopped on my own last time, and I'm too scared to ask for help. I don't want anyone (off of witty) to know. On top of that, my self-harm has gotten a lot worse and I'm scared one of my friends saw my scars in PE and aah, everything is so sh/t right now I just want to lie under my bed for days and just cry.